da seminggu melarikan diri dari kolej.. i think this PAPER things really burden me up.. a lot.. it is simple.. but i make it sound worse.. biler mula jer wat paper nih.. mkn = daging black PAPER.. minum = PAPERmint cool blog wat kijer = PAPER cut sumer ada paper.. one thing for sure.. i lost my identity.. i dont have time for any other great things to do.. im only know how to break thing rather then make one.. tamper in highly risk of death.. n worse...i hurt everyone feeling.. one week looking for answer.. n today.. i found it hide in nature.. RAIN* "SOMETIME we need to understand all, its not what we always want most.. but what others need" tomorrow im going back to college.. i wanna start new.. i knew i was not a good writter.. but those good writter doesnt burried with his paper right? i will do the best.. not for u or others.. but for me.. A is not my aimed.. A GOOD WORK IT IS.. KUIS HERE I COME...=)
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few weeks in new semester.. DULL* it started wrong... working up wrong.. n still...wrong! i dont know wat to do next.. org akn pndang aku..dan ckp.. UNTUNG lah...ada itu.. ada ini.. ada dia.. huuh..do they really know wat i need most? when HE walk out from my life.. he took away a big junk of me.. part of my heart.. box full of memories.. and he left me with a single DOTS.. a SCAR..that doesnt really appear but hurt more then dead would be.. sometime i wish i could disappear.. but dark wont shade me.. i wish i could shone.. nor light will be that great.. i wish i could stop.. but life still ahead.. i start a day.. with a HOPE of getting cured.. a hope of getting a new place to hide.. a hope of being love n to love.. at the end of the day.. it goes HOPE----less.. the last word u said.. "life goes on" will filled in the last part in my heart.. i HOPE it grow.. till my life is complete.. and oneday.. ...