just like what they said..

my new semester break just started last friday...hurmm...maybe for others this is wat they waitting for..but not for me..i've to say bye to frendz...my lil god brother...n the rest.. in two n a half month anything can happend..i was not in a mood to write bout my past..it just that i dont want ppl that i care most do the same mistake i did..

i am a bad temper..but normaly i only scolding someone for their own good..i know im not good enough for others to listen...but i really care for ppl around me..maybe i was a person with the hardest heart, but i do need someone to love n been love..no one seem to understand wat i am..

i feel soo bad when i ran n look for ppl who never see me through the whole life..i care for ppl that never say hi to me...i love ppl who never say thanks even for once...n i never hurt ppl that always hurt me..but still i am a human...can u guys c?

i dont have lover coz i'm the only son in the family, got lots of responsible to take care...am i bad for that? i dont have lil brothers like others did, but i find n care my two lil godbrothers, but they dont even try to listen to my heart...did i do something wrong?? i only have this damn hell blog to talk with..y? y?

my mom said, i love ppl more then i love my self...yes coz i rather been dead without ppl that i care...soo just pray that im dead..tnx..tnx..tnx...yes im done of talking stupid things..again..=')