the last sunrise..

have u ever think that u might not giving the chances to look at the sunrise again?
i do and i always did...every time im going to bed, i'll pray for Dear Allah spend me
another day for me to walk in..

mungkin pada org len, this is such a normal things to do..but to me its not..
i'm going to pray for every single chance to live a life once again..
if i awake that morning n still looking at the sunrise..
i'll do everything i wanna do..most of it not for me..
but for people who i cared most..

i'm not writing all this for sympathy..
but for people who read this to realize how lucky u are..

some time i wake up with bloody noose..
i'll ran to toilet n clean it up before someone see it..
kadang2 perot sangat2 sakit..like im going to die soon..
but i do my work as usual..

do i have to tell others bout what i need?
no..
coz the only cure for all of this..
is "one nice smile" from people i said..
"jaga diri bek2, kamo mesti ley wat semua nih n jd org yg lbh bek dari saya"

if Allah only give me 1 whole day to spend..
i was glad to have it..
coz the whole life im living was worth a heaven..

but i have to say "i'm sorry, for not being the best person in ur life"
i need to now..
and im glad to know lots of good people in this life i've been given..

promise me there wont be a single tears..
as i close my eyes forever..
coz nothing hurts me now..

"thanks" for the great memories u dig with me..
i "love" you soo much...