kalau saya...

this 2 weeks are totaly making me way off over the limit..
demam yg sgt terok...and now batok yg xley berenti..
sangat sakit..

selasa lps..
rasa sgt sunyi..
sejam aku dlm toilet..
when i just trying to step out..
something bad happen..
aku batuk semula..
this time with blood..
hidung aku pun bedarah..
why?

i feel a lil dizzy..
then aku terus duduk dlm shower tok beberapa minit lg..
teringat kt org2 yg aku syg..
did i do fair to them..
what if something bad happen to me..?

rasa kecewa gak..
biler someone yg aku pernah jg dulu..
lalu lalang dpn aku..
dan tau aku sakit..
neva text even once to know if im ok or not..

tp semua org hanya akn pikirkan diri sendri kn..
just aku..
dan aku je yg terlalu memikirkan dia org..
i just want everyone to know that..

life sometime can be soo mean to us..
but neva do the same to ppl around us..
if i neva got chance to wacth the sunrise tomorrow..

i want my family and those who once knew me..
to move on..
never drop a tear..
and special credit to
AHMAD ZAHAR ZULKAFLI..
aku bnyk sakitkn ati dia..
marah dia..
but yet..
he try to be the best person beside me..

the best thing God give me is my family..
casabonda..
kaklong..ma..mak ayah..
saya nak dok ngn atok kt sungai raya ya..
jgn antar saya jaoh2..
saya takot..=')