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hidup nih bkn sesuatu yg mudah.. but how we manage to complete THE life.. is the most important topic.. org selalu ckp.. "jalan menuju kebahagiaan" that was hell wrong! the truth is.. what ever we have to face in this world.. is the reason why we feel happy.. learn and accept each faith that written in our fast life lane.. lg satu fact yg salah.. "harap dpt bersama someone yg ley wat kite happy" kite yg perlu happy even without THAT someone.. klu ader yg dtg n wat kiter happy.. that is a Bonus! happiness ttp akn dtg.. masa kite x mengharapkn apa2 pon.. da putus asa.. dia akn ada.. selagi mana kita percaya.. hidup ini indah.. terima kasih untuk selalu ada =)

serunuk untuk berubah dlm idop nih.. dan serunuk untuk tawu ada yg perasan setiap perubahan itu.. even though it still doesnt reach maximum target.. atleast i try.. dia tgh ubah suai rumah baru dia.. aku dpt ubah bilik aku pon da ok.. aku tawu aku x sepakar "todays hottest interior designer" but yet...i try.. dia x pernah tanyer pendapat aku.. i knew where i stand.. i knew wat life bring me.. and becoz of that wat ever u do will neva hurt me.. this is me n that is u.. enough of emotional post.. this is wat im doing this few weeks.. finally done.. i love it.. i like it.. n most.. its comfort me.. & this is my biggest birthday gift ever.. tnx to casabonda..nenek tokbah...ibu abah n aiman.. nih pic sebelum.. agak x mntg sgt kn.. hahaaa... n now.. satu jer katil.. coz im using pull out bed.. jimat ruang memandangkn sy adalah anak TUNGGAL lelaki casabonda.. nak nmpk mewah ckt.. hahaaaa... ...

da seminggu melarikan diri dari kolej.. i think this PAPER things really burden me up.. a lot.. it is simple.. but i make it sound worse.. biler mula jer wat paper nih.. mkn = daging black PAPER.. minum = PAPERmint cool blog wat kijer = PAPER cut sumer ada paper.. one thing for sure.. i lost my identity.. i dont have time for any other great things to do.. im only know how to break thing rather then make one.. tamper in highly risk of death.. n worse...i hurt everyone feeling.. one week looking for answer.. n today.. i found it hide in nature.. RAIN* "SOMETIME we need to understand all, its not what we always want most.. but what others need" tomorrow im going back to college.. i wanna start new.. i knew i was not a good writter.. but those good writter doesnt burried with his paper right? i will do the best.. not for u or others.. but for me.. A is not my aimed.. A GOOD WORK IT IS.. KUIS HERE I COME...=)

few weeks in new semester.. DULL* it started wrong... working up wrong.. n still...wrong! i dont know wat to do next.. org akn pndang aku..dan ckp.. UNTUNG lah...ada itu.. ada ini.. ada dia.. huuh..do they really know wat i need most? when HE walk out from my life.. he took away a big junk of me.. part of my heart.. box full of memories.. and he left me with a single DOTS.. a SCAR..that doesnt really appear but hurt more then dead would be.. sometime i wish i could disappear.. but dark wont shade me.. i wish i could shone.. nor light will be that great.. i wish i could stop.. but life still ahead.. i start a day.. with a HOPE of getting cured.. a hope of getting a new place to hide.. a hope of being love n to love.. at the end of the day.. it goes HOPE----less.. the last word u said.. "life goes on" will filled in the last part in my heart.. i HOPE it grow.. till my life is complete.. and oneday.. ...

diharapkan post kali nih tidak mendatangkn sebarang imej yg salah.. last few days aku ada terbaca satu post in blog n on fb walls.. it saids "SAY NO TO SAME GENDER MARRIAGE" this is becoz? "KIDS WILL LOST THEIR RIGHT TO HAVE BOTH PARENT" inilah yg rmi pertahankan.. is it true? use other excuses... but never use this one.. u know y? perkahwinan yg sah.. anak yg sah.. but still doesnt get enough attention from both parent.. yg dieorg dpt pe? mama bibik* or abang-la... yg lbh teruk.. perkahwinan x sah.. anak...? campak dari tingkat 11.. bakar.. buang sungai.. simpan bawah katil..! atleast those who love same gender know how to appreciated god gifts.. dont only looks at the dark side.. i dont mean to highlight which side is better.. but when u think out of the box.. make sure u think from the right box.. have u guys watched mirror2? yes.. go n find that huge mirror.. tgok aper yg korg sentiasa terl...

hurmmm... sekejap jer da 8 november 2012.. x lame lg tmbh la umo aku.. mlm ni x terasa nak tido awal.. bru abes tgok marlyn monroe.. siyes x tepikir nak tgok citer tuh.. but the real fact behind that movie really thrill to to watch.. citer nyer pasal sorg yg terlalu ingin berjaya.. sanggup buat apa jer tuk kejar impian tuh.. sorg lg terlalu mencintai.. dan sanggup buat mcm2 kerja tuk bantu yg td capai impian nya.. but in the end, both lost on their hopes.. i kept on mumbling by my own.. "bodo betol lelaki nih...x nmpk ke kene guna?" then i realize something.. aku pon pernah buat sumer tuh.. hurmmm... marlyn akhirnya bunuh diri.. then bob teruskn hidup mcm biasa.. that is what i need to do.. move on.. dah beberapa ketika tanpa fb.. rasa lbh tenang.. bnyk hargai masa untuk sesuatu yg lbh baek.. aku da mula hilang sumer rasa rindu tuh.. skrg aku cuma ada dia.. yg sentiasa ucap "i love u" n i knew dia mmg syg aku.. tapi.. (terhenti ...

tonight i learn another facts.. why some ppl like me more.. and why some of them hated me badly.. this is me.. im not the one who stay..left..or wounded ur memory with lies.. plz do not judge me with ur past.. im real..and none of me reflect them.. dia pernah ckp... "np potong rambut mcm tuh?" "saya suke tgok awak nyer style" then this night i finally know why... --I look just like HIM-- didnt i? its kindda sad.. knowing that someone like or love u.. just becoz u look like what they had earn years ago.. u believe u step here.. but ur mark had been there.. --im just like a shadow-- nobody will care.. it was damn hard to let go.. yet too dump to stay while knowing that im not the one.. yg dia rindu...syg...or wat eva.. why do i wish to stay.. why do i have to face this.. do i have to move on without...? i missed u damn much.. i wish this is just a dream...