pesan mak...

im spending 2 weeks away from casabonda..

where im trying to understand the way i am better..

tnx to ibu n abah that trying soo hard to comfort me..

mak ckp..

"kau ni sombong..ego"

i said, i smile to any person that walk through me

n im still "sombong?"

mak ckp..

"sombong sbb x cube bljr maafkn org..ego sbb rasa apa yg kau buat sumer betol"

yes i am..

wat else do i need to do..?

i trust ppl around me..

i neva cared about wat there were..

miskin ker kaya ker lawa ker..

that doesnt bother me even a bit..

but do they act the same toward me?

they dont..

my whole life was thinking wat the best for others..

n neva did for me..

n wat did i ask for return? 

non..

but ppl always look at the negative side of me..

n when i did the same..

once again...

im the only bad person who stand on earth..

klu die suker something..i would try to gave them the best i can..

klu dia x reti masak..its ok im going to cook for u the whole life ahead..

u dont look like models...fine atleast u always look good to me..

aku terima seadanya..y dont u??

yes i did wrong..

n im trying my best to try n correct every single mistake i did..

n y dont u do the same..?

i made up my mind now..

im not going to fall in love until i reach 28 y.o

by then im going to have my own lil family with those who really cared..

"knowing u was a miracle, but loving u is just a myth"

i dont turn twice at the same spot..

when i already walk through u..

just move away..n dont bother..

thanks..