tersenyum..

I smile not becoz I love too..
but I need to..

days seem harder for me..
but tearing it will do no good at all..
so I've started to understand life the other way around..
"smile even if its hurt u much"

mom said forgive..
others said move on..
n he said let go..
none of it was in my dictionary..
n now I feel empty..
I smile..
I lough..
I cried..
but I don't feel a thing in my heart..

I really hope this suffering will ends soon..
even if Allah said my time is done..
i'll neva regrets even a second I spend with u..

O'Allah..
plz take this burden off me..
 

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